Greatest Stressor in my life...
Just imagining settling down wif a course in poly. U like it alot and u do reasonably well for yr sch exams. But then suddenly comes this special exam that everyone in the course related to aviation has to take and u apparently failed both... Worst, is u have so much confidence u will pass. I am in Aerospace Electronics in Temasek Poly and i feel like pulling out of my course now. Strange right? But well, its because of CAAS(Civil Aviation Authority of Singapore) they have this special exam that u have to pass in order to get your aircraft maintenance licence. Sounds easy? Think again. Passing mark aint 50%, its 75% instead. Sucks. I jus took Human Factors and only spotted 1 mistake out of 20 questions and i still failed, for physics i only spotted 3 mistakes out of 50 and still failed. It really pisses me off. Just because of CAAS i cant get my aircraft licence, if CAAS did'nt exist, i am sure im still feeling happy and happily relaxing during my holidays. Now i cant even think of what to tell my parents. $80 per paper. Its most probably gonna be the same if i retake it.Why does my life have to suck so much?
Sad birthday in the end....
My day was ruined by my parents... They didnt allow me to go out to celebrate my birthday wif my fren. Worst of all, he invited so many ppl and got a cake too! Now, they have to eat the cake for themselves. I feel sad for them too. What can i say... I guess its too bad that i have these kind of parents, that only know how to think of studying on my birthday... I jus wish i had parents that are totall opposite of my current parents. Those that are caring, encouraging and wouldnt stress out their kids so much. Guess wad. Even my current sch form teacher is scared of meeting my parents! To my parents, play = use ipod/handphone/computer for any reason; be it playing, watching videos, listening to music or jus using it/talking and of course going out wif frens. Studying = open book and studying(mus have proof) or they mus see it then its counted. Study wif frens = not studying.
Hmmm...
Its 16 november nite. I really wonder who will wish me Happy Birthday tmr. I purposely changed my birthday date to 10 november in facebook. It seems only true frens can tell...
Ozone...
A short hill where the Milky Way appears,
the landscape I look out over is different from what I’d imagined,
Have we moved forward since those times?
The answer isn’t NO
but it’s not enough,
A malicious “god” is testing us,
let’s fill up the empty seat and head to the next stage
When asked “What kind of relationship do you have?” I say “Maybe a little more than just friends”…but that’s not quite right either…
the word “bond” is more appropriate,
while fighting with each other,
while breaking off relations with one another,
“Hey, where are you right now?” “Somewhere on Earth”
I’m not an astronaut so if it’s anywhere beneath the ozone, it’s no problem!
“Got it, I’ll be there soon”
Do I want to cause a disturbance until morning
in those important whereabouts?
Now currently having school break and YOG break which is abt 1month... But i have to study still cus when breaks are over, its immediately my final exams. Good thing is after final exams, i get another break all the way till 26 oct^^ which is damn cool^^ Im waiting for tat now... Well during November, im gonna get Assassin's Creed Brotherhood(PC) and Call of Duty : Black Ops(PC)~~~
plane with his permission^^ Flying is really fun... It's been 2 weeks since i played my com games~.~
Cessna 747!!! FTW yay!!!Wooh!!! So long since i updated my blog... Sry guys, im kinda busy these few days. Btw, i have adopted a new hobby besides playing piano and computer games! Im now attracted to RC flying (remote controlled flying)^^ its really fun to fly your own plane. Im buying a remote controlled plane from my classmate's dad. Its a Cessna 747, a really good plane for beginners to fly. Alright i got to go study now, cya soon~~~
tired now... Feeling stupid cus of my term test results. Engineering maths 1 - 73/100(Grade B) i could have gotten 82/100(Grade A)... Digital Fundamentals 1 - 79.5/100(Grade B+) could have gotten 84/100 (Grade A)... Circuit Analasys - 36/50 (Grade B) could hve gotten 40/50(Grade A)... This suks man. All of them were all careless mistakes! Damn! And for Fundamentals of Aeronautical Sciences... Well, i got 57/100(Grade D+) which officially suked but this one i really didnt know how to do. Which is very bad. And almost 1/4 of the class failed=.='''
Assassin's Creed Brotherhood
Assassin's Creed II is already a great game! What about the new Assassin's Creed game? Assassin's Creed Brotherhood has more new weapons and more COOLER graphics!!! The trailer shocked mi when i saw the improved graphics! Damn check out the trailer!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzNs4-kRLaE&playnext_from=TL&videos=If6grXsFC1o&feature=sub
Yay! Braces=.='''
Damn! Braces... But of cus first... Pluck 4 teeth=.=''' I jus plucked 2 of my molar teeth. The dentist gave mi so many injections. It suked. And now my wound is bleeding like mad. Have to change the cotton wool every 20mins and when i change, thr is so much blood. And worst of all, my mouth is still very numb. Cant drink water properly, dunno why. Still have 2 more teeth to go... May god help mi go through all this pain in one piece.
Yay!
Finally term tests are over! Now enoying holidays for 2 weeks~ Im still having problems wif my Fundamentals Of Aeronautical Sciences(FASC)... FASC was a killer in my term test. Especially the last question... I was given a question tat was not in the notes! I almost fainted when i couldnt do the question at all=.=''' It was worth 10marks! Im really scared tat i may fail FASC... Should really study harder and attend all peer tutoring sessions...
Term test around the corner~~~
Gosh poly life is kinda hard... Term tests are abt 2 weeks away... And i only have 2 weeks of June holidays T.T so sadddd... Oh well, im feeling scared now cus i have problems wif my FASC subject(Fundamentals of Aeronautical Sciences) Which is practically almost abt physics but much harder of course... Damn i mus study real hard. And to fufill my dream and get a Licence for aircraft engineer. And i also think im really into planes these days and i've also thought of getting an RC(remote controlled) plane too! Seems cool right? But only problem... A ready-to-fly plane cost abt $200++ and a good one up to $400. I love flight simulation too! HAHA. Ok back to studying! See ya guys~
Posts to be deleted by mi
Sorry guys, i decided to heed my fren's advice to take down those posts for a reason...( i cant say now, maybe next time)
Why i like you?
When I turn on the TV, I hear the news of the world
they weigh on my shoulders and depress me, but despite that
this morning I hear your voice perfectly clear
I do I do I do yeah
What perfects me, what makes me live,
what makes me smile, it's only one reason yeah
Having you yeah
You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you look
silently, silently at my eyes
when you look at them and smile, you make me smile too
The reason why I like you
Even if many many people don't know me
I lift up my shoulders and beome more confident
My only person, my loved person
My U My U My U yeah
A bit more than the begining, a bit more than yesterday
The reason why today I love you more girl
The secret of us two
You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you come
to my side, to my side you come
and lean on me, you make me strong
Warm smile, sexy gaze
Your random conversation, changing like the weather
I can't predict them yeah
Just like you are, without chaning a thing
My loved one, that's you
It's you yeah
You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you look
silently, silently at my eyes
when you look at them and smile, you make me smile too
KYUHYUN
The reason why I like you
You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you come
to my side, to my side you come
and lean on me, you make me strong
First poly orientation
Yay! First day of orientation is over! Im so happy!!! I wish i had more fun^^ .......
(Seriously Melvin, if u didnt find it fun nor did u bother to make any frens pls stop convincing yrself tat its fun when u hated it like hell...)
Why does happy things have to end up so sadly? Things jus isnt supposed to happen like tat. I jus cant accept it. Why mus it end like this? Isnt thr another solution? Maybe im jus trying not to give up yet... I guess still haven learnt how to let go... Maybe my life is jus like tat as it always is... A sad life. . . I always have end up in t e a r s . . . Every happy thing in my life always end up sadly, is my life really that sad? My mood really fits the first song on my playlist... Why do ppl get mistaken of something i didnt do? Why does these things happen to mi? Am i tat unlucky or its jus cus ppl wanna pick on mi? Happiness are short-lasting while unhappiness are long-lasting, yet the pain doesnt fade away...
comments pls
Note: AAA is my sis fren's name
Its my sis fren's birthday and i wrote on the facebook page to wish her happy birthday and at the same time asked her if she send us a letter to invite mi and my sis to her party becus my father said yesterday," woah its AAA's birthday ar." My father never knew when was my sis fren's birthday so i suspected tat she mus have sent us a letter to her party and my father happened to see the letter. Then when my sis wanted to wish her happy birthday, she saw my post and exclaimed tat i was being rude to her fren in the way i asked her if she was having a party. My sis then went on saying tat if AAA's frens knew tat she would be having a party they would not be frens wif AAA anymore cus if AAA is having a party then her frens are not invited means AAA dun treat them as her frens. But i am only confirming if she is having a party because she usually does and if she doesnt she can jus reply my post saying tat she does not have a party... tat simple! I dunno why my sis suddenly argueing wif mi ssaying tat i dun understand. Im thinking now tat she is the one tat dun understand la=.=
Bored....
Haiz now got practically nothing to do... COW6 MW2 dunno why cant play online de. Ppl say nid to open certain ports which i did but the ports didnt seem to be opened. So fustrating... Sian father go send my dead phone for repair and blamed mi for not sending it myself. My phone is already 'beyond repair' le meaning tat it most likely cant be repaired. Sis is currently doing badly for her science subjects and my parents wan mi to teach her... Tats seems almost impossible if my sis doesnt wan to change her dun care attitude. She even said to my parents in an arguement tat my father and her were arguing abt her going into ITE if she does not study hard she said ,' since u badly think i will go into ITE then i will fufill yr thoughts.' I was shocked la. My sis didnt care if she went into ITE! Now my parents are forcing mi to change yr attitude and help her in her studies but its difficult cus im still not the one who can change her, she mus also be willing to change also. If she's not then i cant help her le.... Anyone have ideas to deal wif this kind of prob?
When was the last time i had a reunion dinner filled wif colourful stuff whr ppl will use their chopsticks to stir and stir the things.... Hmmm... When my maternal grandma was around... We would usually go to the restaurant and do it. Now, we dont do it at all wif my cousins. Last time we had many places to visit... But now we rarely go anywhr each day... My cny is getting boring and less colourful as the years go by... worst still, my maternal grandpa found a china 'girl fren' and within a month, all my grandma's money which was like $200,000 gone. Wad happened? It went all to tat china gal. When my grandpa realised he did not have money, he borrowed around. i already suspected tat the china gal only after money... but it was too late... my grandpa was obsessed wif tat woman. But later when my relatives knew abt this, they gave my grandpa money in weekly allowance so he would not have much to spend. Without having much money, the woman refused to go out wif him but he still thought the woman really liked him... how i wished i could knock some sense into him... I really do feel like killing him after spending all my grandma's money on another woman and cus he isnt faithful to my grandma... Well, i cant do tat cus he's my grandpa and also wasnt like tat, its like the woman placed a charm on him so he didnt know wad he was really doing =.=
Bored as ever
I wasnt hoping or wishing this day would actually come... im still as bored as i can be. In fact, my family has already visited the relatives for the day( which is like 2 only) lolz. Actually after my grandma passed away, i was never happy during cny. Well, i jus dunno why. Ok guys i'll go surf the net and slack le... got nothing more to say le.. Hope u guys enjoy yr cny...
Happy New Year to all~
lolz its only a few hours more to new year.... so boooring~ well, i practically did nothing today... i jus on my laptop a while ago... Haiz so sian... Im also not really wishing for more ang pao... well, cus my mum would take i from us and re-use them to give other kids so she wont lose money sadly... i jus hope u all will get as many ang pao as possible so tat u all may be able to buy stuff u want... lolz i didnt really have much of a reunion dinner... maybe if my grandma didnt pass away i would be happier during cny....
i'm bak!!!! LOL!
Yay finally posted again after months.... Sry guys guess im gaming too mux and also cant use the com for long too.. Haiz later still have to go work at 10am then cannot go yuying see the cny celebration. Maybe still can ba, cus yesterday my superviser so go let us go kovan slack then i went sch see see. I guess this is wad u practically do when im bored ba... Waiting for Assassin's Creed 2 and Call of Duty : Mordern Warfare 3 to come out~ Anyone knows why i cant connect to server for Call of Duty : Mordern Warfare 2? Im bored without multiplayer T.T the campaign is jus too short T.T Remember guys... Its not who u are tat holds u bak, its who u think yr not. So live with no excuses and love wif no regrets! XP
