Ever since i started to learn Chinese, i have been failing since pri 4... Test.. Exams all fail. Maybe except for PSLE, it was like a miracle! I always wished tat the miracle could happen again but it looks like it didn't. I got bak my Chinese 'O' levels results 2day and got an E8 wif an UNGRADED for mi oral. I wondered if the examiners had earplugs on listening to mi or not for mi oral exam. Also, i knew tat i nid to pass to enter a J.C. Looks like mi chances are lesser now. Although i have another chance to continue taking the paper again, i don't know if im gonna pass this time. I jus wanna have a pass... Why is tat so difficult?!?! Besides tat, my parents are veri discouraging towards mi(meaning they do not encourage mi to do better when i got good results but only scold mi when i got bad results instead) and i know mi parents are gonna kill mi and they jus did tat. I got a lecture tat lasted for 20mins+/- . Looks like life is really gone for mi... Im feeling depressed now. Thx James for trying to cheer mi up and help mi but i dun think tat can help. I really nid someone to help mi. I cant believe tat i wanted to be psychologist and yet have problems tat i cant solve. What a failure. I cant believe im actually gonna give up so fast... jus because of this. If any kind soul really wans to help mi, sms mi. Thx.
Inspirational Quotes...
Hope these quotes have inspired u to do better in yr life!
Quotes on happiness:
'Every minute you are angry, you waste 60 seconds of happiness.'
Quotes on imagination:
'Logic only gets you from A to B but imagination gets you everywhere'
Quotes on faith:
'Believe in yourself. Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers, you cannot be successful or happy.'
'Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best,and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!'
Quotes on life:
'Life's not about expecting, hoping and wishing, it's about doing, being and becoming.It's about the choices you've just made, and the ones you're about to make, it's about the things you choose to say - today.It's about what you're gonna do after you finish reading this.'
'Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.'
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 10:27 PM 0 comments
LOL!
Wah! So long neva post lers! Well, im also kinda sian now... Everytime i wanna use the com, mi sis usually does her so called 'sch work' which is manga reading =.=''' lol so she booked it...(somehow) When i was in the bus, i saw this 2 inspirational quotes tat really caught mi attention.. 'Every minute yr angry, u waste 60 seconds of happiness' and 'logic only gets u from A to B but imagination gets u everywhere'. I really like inspirational quotes man! If i have time, i will look for some quotes to share wif u all!
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 10:15 PM 0 comments
AHH!!! I'm feeling down... and tortured!!!
Sian ar!!! Especially when u have 39.3degree celsius fever, super bad sore throat, back ache and a giddy head!!! This is a crazy thing 4 mi and worst still, mi mum wanted mi to still have tuition while im sick and more...!! I cant believe it sia!!! Is mi mum worried more about mi health or studies?? I think is more on studies instead! If im wrong, prove it to mi!! I have not been studying since i got fever on Saturday. I also have no hope wif mi exams as even if i recover, i still had not study so i will do badly still... But thrs one crazy thing about mi mum!!! She said tat if i do not recover still, i still have to sit 4 mi exam!!! Tat is so freakin' sick! Well now mi throat seemed better a little and mi fever is now better too but i hope i can recover by Monday or not, i would have to sit 4 exams while im sick.
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 6:38 PM 0 comments
Happy B'Day to all may babies!!
Haha it was kinda fun having to see birthdays being celebrated... At least thr were the usual cake bashing and the couple thingy tat made it fun... Sadly Elias did not have to take a picture wif Kokila in the end... But at least got Yi ping and Desmond or not it will be real boring le... Actually... I didnt eat the cake at all... Im also surprised tat Mdm Tan's Bithhday falls on may 20 something...!!
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 10:44 PM 0 comments
Hai~~
Yesterday... was... Geraldine's birthday... was to mi kinda like a havoc!!! I was somehow forced to prepare a present for her. I planned to give her after school. But some jokers like Edison and Sherman asked class to sing songs to her, i thought tat was all when suddenly Sherman said,' Ok its time to give Geraldine the present.' Then everyone was shouting Melvin... Melvin.. Melvin... So i had to pass Geraldine her present while some losers like Jovan , Edison and Darrel to pictures... Its really dumb!!!
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 1:19 PM 0 comments
Luckly Sakura was fun... HAHA!
I went to Sakura wif 4A yesterday... I thought it wasnt fun at first but well, i was wrong. Although they made Geraldine sit wif mi, i didnt really tat cared though but still the main thing is i had fun.. Will post the pictures when im free again...(kinda short of time now.ZZZ) Happy Birthday to Rebecca today(26/4) and Happy Birthday to Geraldine tomorrow(27/4)!!!
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 11:05 AM 0 comments
ZZZ... Times are good and bad...
Sry 4 no updating 4 super long... I dun really have much free time to do it cus my mum is always nagging tat im not studying when i actually did study jus tat she didnt see only... I noe its kinda dumb but sadly... its true. Well... i still dunno if i should go Sakura 4 thr class 'bonding'(more like class bombing as they will be bombing talks about mi and Geraldine). See... its sad life 4 mi... I wonder if im really tat into her lor(dunno y i said tat.. sry so random). yeh... But anyway, i dun really care la... like i say i will play along for god cus he suffered more than i do.. Ah.. I really dunno wad to do. This is to the class:' If u continue teasing mi and the rest, this will neva end and also it will continue spreading more and MORE and .... So... [Don't start something you cannot end]'
Posted by ChaosDestiny at 6:12 PM 0 comments
