tired now... Feeling stupid cus of my term test results. Engineering maths 1 - 73/100(Grade B) i could have gotten 82/100(Grade A)... Digital Fundamentals 1 - 79.5/100(Grade B+) could have gotten 84/100 (Grade A)... Circuit Analasys - 36/50 (Grade B) could hve gotten 40/50(Grade A)... This suks man. All of them were all careless mistakes! Damn! And for Fundamentals of Aeronautical Sciences... Well, i got 57/100(Grade D+) which officially suked but this one i really didnt know how to do. Which is very bad. And almost 1/4 of the class failed=.='''

Assassin's Creed Brotherhood

Assassin's Creed II is already a great game! What about the new Assassin's Creed game? Assassin's Creed Brotherhood has more new weapons and more COOLER graphics!!! The trailer shocked mi when i saw the improved graphics! Damn check out the trailer!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzNs4-kRLaE&playnext_from=TL&videos=If6grXsFC1o&feature=sub

Yay! Braces=.='''

Damn! Braces... But of cus first... Pluck 4 teeth=.=''' I jus plucked 2 of my molar teeth. The dentist gave mi so many injections. It suked. And now my wound is bleeding like mad. Have to change the cotton wool every 20mins and when i change, thr is so much blood. And worst of all, my mouth is still very numb. Cant drink water properly, dunno why. Still have 2 more teeth to go... May god help mi go through all this pain in one piece.

So much for the sch holidays now... Yet im not enjoying any bit of it...

Yay!

Finally term tests are over! Now enoying holidays for 2 weeks~ Im still having problems wif my Fundamentals Of Aeronautical Sciences(FASC)... FASC was a killer in my term test. Especially the last question... I was given a question tat was not in the notes! I almost fainted when i couldnt do the question at all=.=''' It was worth 10marks! Im really scared tat i may fail FASC... Should really study harder and attend all peer tutoring sessions...

Term test around the corner~~~

Gosh poly life is kinda hard... Term tests are abt 2 weeks away... And i only have 2 weeks of June holidays T.T so sadddd... Oh well, im feeling scared now cus i have problems wif my FASC subject(Fundamentals of Aeronautical Sciences) Which is practically almost abt physics but much harder of course... Damn i mus study real hard. And to fufill my dream and get a Licence for aircraft engineer. And i also think im really into planes these days and i've also thought of getting an RC(remote controlled) plane too! Seems cool right? But only problem... A ready-to-fly plane cost abt $200++ and a good one up to $400. I love flight simulation too! HAHA. Ok back to studying! See ya guys~

Posts to be deleted by mi

Sorry guys, i decided to heed my fren's advice to take down those posts for a reason...( i cant say now, maybe next time)

Why i like you?

When I turn on the TV, I hear the news of the world
they weigh on my shoulders and depress me, but despite that
this morning I hear your voice perfectly clear
I do I do I do yeah

What perfects me, what makes me live,
what makes me smile, it's only one reason yeah
Having you yeah

You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you look
silently, silently at my eyes
when you look at them and smile, you make me smile too

The reason why I like you
Even if many many people don't know me
I lift up my shoulders and beome more confident
My only person, my loved person
My U My U My U yeah

A bit more than the begining, a bit more than yesterday
The reason why today I love you more girl
The secret of us two


You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you come
to my side, to my side you come
and lean on me, you make me strong

Warm smile, sexy gaze
Your random conversation, changing like the weather
I can't predict them yeah
Just like you are, without chaning a thing
My loved one, that's you
It's you yeah

You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you look
silently, silently at my eyes
when you look at them and smile, you make me smile too
KYUHYUN
The reason why I like you

You you, when you say
"I love you I love you I love you"
When you say it, you make me believe it
You you, when you come
to my side, to my side you come
and lean on me, you make me strong

First poly orientation

Yay! First day of orientation is over! Im so happy!!! I wish i had more fun^^ .......




(Seriously Melvin, if u didnt find it fun nor did u bother to make any frens pls stop convincing yrself tat its fun when u hated it like hell...)

Why does happy things have to end up so sadly? Things jus isnt supposed to happen like tat. I jus cant accept it. Why mus it end like this? Isnt thr another solution? Maybe im jus trying not to give up yet... I guess still haven learnt how to let go... Maybe my life is jus like tat as it always is... A sad life. . . I always have end up in t e a r s . . . Every happy thing in my life always end up sadly, is my life really that sad? My mood really fits the first song on my playlist... Why do ppl get mistaken of something i didnt do? Why does these things happen to mi? Am i tat unlucky or its jus cus ppl wanna pick on mi? Happiness are short-lasting while unhappiness are long-lasting, yet the pain doesnt fade away...

comments pls

Note: AAA is my sis fren's name

Its my sis fren's birthday and i wrote on the facebook page to wish her happy birthday and at the same time asked her if she send us a letter to invite mi and my sis to her party becus my father said yesterday," woah its AAA's birthday ar." My father never knew when was my sis fren's birthday so i suspected tat she mus have sent us a letter to her party and my father happened to see the letter. Then when my sis wanted to wish her happy birthday, she saw my post and exclaimed tat i was being rude to her fren in the way i asked her if she was having a party. My sis then went on saying tat if AAA's frens knew tat she would be having a party they would not be frens wif AAA anymore cus if AAA is having a party then her frens are not invited means AAA dun treat them as her frens. But i am only confirming if she is having a party because she usually does and if she doesnt she can jus reply my post saying tat she does not have a party... tat simple! I dunno why my sis suddenly argueing wif mi ssaying tat i dun understand. Im thinking now tat she is the one tat dun understand la=.=

Bored....

Haiz now got practically nothing to do... COW6 MW2 dunno why cant play online de. Ppl say nid to open certain ports which i did but the ports didnt seem to be opened. So fustrating... Sian father go send my dead phone for repair and blamed mi for not sending it myself. My phone is already 'beyond repair' le meaning tat it most likely cant be repaired. Sis is currently doing badly for her science subjects and my parents wan mi to teach her... Tats seems almost impossible if my sis doesnt wan to change her dun care attitude. She even said to my parents in an arguement tat my father and her were arguing abt her going into ITE if she does not study hard she said ,' since u badly think i will go into ITE then i will fufill yr thoughts.' I was shocked la. My sis didnt care if she went into ITE! Now my parents are forcing mi to change yr attitude and help her in her studies but its difficult cus im still not the one who can change her, she mus also be willing to change also. If she's not then i cant help her le.... Anyone have ideas to deal wif this kind of prob?

When was the last time i had a reunion dinner filled wif colourful stuff whr ppl will use their chopsticks to stir and stir the things.... Hmmm... When my maternal grandma was around... We would usually go to the restaurant and do it. Now, we dont do it at all wif my cousins. Last time we had many places to visit... But now we rarely go anywhr each day... My cny is getting boring and less colourful as the years go by... worst still, my maternal grandpa found a china 'girl fren' and within a month, all my grandma's money which was like $200,000 gone. Wad happened? It went all to tat china gal. When my grandpa realised he did not have money, he borrowed around. i already suspected tat the china gal only after money... but it was too late... my grandpa was obsessed wif tat woman. But later when my relatives knew abt this, they gave my grandpa money in weekly allowance so he would not have much to spend. Without having much money, the woman refused to go out wif him but he still thought the woman really liked him... how i wished i could knock some sense into him... I really do feel like killing him after spending all my grandma's money on another woman and cus he isnt faithful to my grandma... Well, i cant do tat cus he's my grandpa and also wasnt like tat, its like the woman placed a charm on him so he didnt know wad he was really doing =.=

Bored as ever

I wasnt hoping or wishing this day would actually come... im still as bored as i can be. In fact, my family has already visited the relatives for the day( which is like 2 only) lolz. Actually after my grandma passed away, i was never happy during cny. Well, i jus dunno why. Ok guys i'll go surf the net and slack le... got nothing more to say le.. Hope u guys enjoy yr cny...

Happy New Year to all~

lolz its only a few hours more to new year.... so boooring~ well, i practically did nothing today... i jus on my laptop a while ago... Haiz so sian... Im also not really wishing for more ang pao... well, cus my mum would take i from us and re-use them to give other kids so she wont lose money sadly... i jus hope u all will get as many ang pao as possible so tat u all may be able to buy stuff u want... lolz i didnt really have much of a reunion dinner... maybe if my grandma didnt pass away i would be happier during cny....

i'm bak!!!! LOL!

Yay finally posted again after months.... Sry guys guess im gaming too mux and also cant use the com for long too.. Haiz later still have to go work at 10am then cannot go yuying see the cny celebration. Maybe still can ba, cus yesterday my superviser so go let us go kovan slack then i went sch see see. I guess this is wad u practically do when im bored ba... Waiting for Assassin's Creed 2 and Call of Duty : Mordern Warfare 3 to come out~ Anyone knows why i cant connect to server for Call of Duty : Mordern Warfare 2? Im bored without multiplayer T.T the campaign is jus too short T.T Remember guys... Its not who u are tat holds u bak, its who u think yr not. So live with no excuses and love wif no regrets! XP

The end of my life...

Ever since i started to learn Chinese, i have been failing since pri 4... Test.. Exams all fail. Maybe except for PSLE, it was like a miracle! I always wished tat the miracle could happen again but it looks like it didn't. I got bak my Chinese 'O' levels results 2day and got an E8 wif an UNGRADED for mi oral. I wondered if the examiners had earplugs on listening to mi or not for mi oral exam. Also, i knew tat i nid to pass to enter a J.C. Looks like mi chances are lesser now. Although i have another chance to continue taking the paper again, i don't know if im gonna pass this time. I jus wanna have a pass... Why is tat so difficult?!?! Besides tat, my parents are veri discouraging towards mi(meaning they do not encourage mi to do better when i got good results but only scold mi when i got bad results instead) and i know mi parents are gonna kill mi and they jus did tat. I got a lecture tat lasted for 20mins+/- . Looks like life is really gone for mi... Im feeling depressed now. Thx James for trying to cheer mi up and help mi but i dun think tat can help. I really nid someone to help mi. I cant believe tat i wanted to be psychologist and yet have problems tat i cant solve. What a failure. I cant believe im actually gonna give up so fast... jus because of this. If any kind soul really wans to help mi, sms mi. Thx.

Inspirational Quotes...

Hope these quotes have inspired u to do better in yr life!

Quotes on happiness:
'Every minute you are angry, you waste 60 seconds of happiness.'

Quotes on imagination:
'Logic only gets you from A to B but imagination gets you everywhere'

Quotes on faith:
'Believe in yourself. Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers, you cannot be successful or happy.'

'Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best,and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!'


Quotes on life:
'Life's not about expecting, hoping and wishing, it's about doing, being and becoming.It's about the choices you've just made, and the ones you're about to make, it's about the things you choose to say - today.It's about what you're gonna do after you finish reading this.'

'Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.'

LOL!

Wah! So long neva post lers! Well, im also kinda sian now... Everytime i wanna use the com, mi sis usually does her so called 'sch work' which is manga reading =.=''' lol so she booked it...(somehow) When i was in the bus, i saw this 2 inspirational quotes tat really caught mi attention.. 'Every minute yr angry, u waste 60 seconds of happiness' and 'logic only gets u from A to B but imagination gets u everywhere'. I really like inspirational quotes man! If i have time, i will look for some quotes to share wif u all!

AHH!!! I'm feeling down... and tortured!!!

Sian ar!!! Especially when u have 39.3degree celsius fever, super bad sore throat, back ache and a giddy head!!! This is a crazy thing 4 mi and worst still, mi mum wanted mi to still have tuition while im sick and more...!! I cant believe it sia!!! Is mi mum worried more about mi health or studies?? I think is more on studies instead! If im wrong, prove it to mi!! I have not been studying since i got fever on Saturday. I also have no hope wif mi exams as even if i recover, i still had not study so i will do badly still... But thrs one crazy thing about mi mum!!! She said tat if i do not recover still, i still have to sit 4 mi exam!!! Tat is so freakin' sick! Well now mi throat seemed better a little and mi fever is now better too but i hope i can recover by Monday or not, i would have to sit 4 exams while im sick.