First poly orientation

Yay! First day of orientation is over! Im so happy!!! I wish i had more fun^^ .......




(Seriously Melvin, if u didnt find it fun nor did u bother to make any frens pls stop convincing yrself tat its fun when u hated it like hell...)

Why does happy things have to end up so sadly? Things jus isnt supposed to happen like tat. I jus cant accept it. Why mus it end like this? Isnt thr another solution? Maybe im jus trying not to give up yet... I guess still haven learnt how to let go... Maybe my life is jus like tat as it always is... A sad life. . . I always have end up in t e a r s . . . Every happy thing in my life always end up sadly, is my life really that sad? My mood really fits the first song on my playlist... Why do ppl get mistaken of something i didnt do? Why does these things happen to mi? Am i tat unlucky or its jus cus ppl wanna pick on mi? Happiness are short-lasting while unhappiness are long-lasting, yet the pain doesnt fade away...

comments pls

Note: AAA is my sis fren's name

Its my sis fren's birthday and i wrote on the facebook page to wish her happy birthday and at the same time asked her if she send us a letter to invite mi and my sis to her party becus my father said yesterday," woah its AAA's birthday ar." My father never knew when was my sis fren's birthday so i suspected tat she mus have sent us a letter to her party and my father happened to see the letter. Then when my sis wanted to wish her happy birthday, she saw my post and exclaimed tat i was being rude to her fren in the way i asked her if she was having a party. My sis then went on saying tat if AAA's frens knew tat she would be having a party they would not be frens wif AAA anymore cus if AAA is having a party then her frens are not invited means AAA dun treat them as her frens. But i am only confirming if she is having a party because she usually does and if she doesnt she can jus reply my post saying tat she does not have a party... tat simple! I dunno why my sis suddenly argueing wif mi ssaying tat i dun understand. Im thinking now tat she is the one tat dun understand la=.=

Bored....

Haiz now got practically nothing to do... COW6 MW2 dunno why cant play online de. Ppl say nid to open certain ports which i did but the ports didnt seem to be opened. So fustrating... Sian father go send my dead phone for repair and blamed mi for not sending it myself. My phone is already 'beyond repair' le meaning tat it most likely cant be repaired. Sis is currently doing badly for her science subjects and my parents wan mi to teach her... Tats seems almost impossible if my sis doesnt wan to change her dun care attitude. She even said to my parents in an arguement tat my father and her were arguing abt her going into ITE if she does not study hard she said ,' since u badly think i will go into ITE then i will fufill yr thoughts.' I was shocked la. My sis didnt care if she went into ITE! Now my parents are forcing mi to change yr attitude and help her in her studies but its difficult cus im still not the one who can change her, she mus also be willing to change also. If she's not then i cant help her le.... Anyone have ideas to deal wif this kind of prob?

When was the last time i had a reunion dinner filled wif colourful stuff whr ppl will use their chopsticks to stir and stir the things.... Hmmm... When my maternal grandma was around... We would usually go to the restaurant and do it. Now, we dont do it at all wif my cousins. Last time we had many places to visit... But now we rarely go anywhr each day... My cny is getting boring and less colourful as the years go by... worst still, my maternal grandpa found a china 'girl fren' and within a month, all my grandma's money which was like $200,000 gone. Wad happened? It went all to tat china gal. When my grandpa realised he did not have money, he borrowed around. i already suspected tat the china gal only after money... but it was too late... my grandpa was obsessed wif tat woman. But later when my relatives knew abt this, they gave my grandpa money in weekly allowance so he would not have much to spend. Without having much money, the woman refused to go out wif him but he still thought the woman really liked him... how i wished i could knock some sense into him... I really do feel like killing him after spending all my grandma's money on another woman and cus he isnt faithful to my grandma... Well, i cant do tat cus he's my grandpa and also wasnt like tat, its like the woman placed a charm on him so he didnt know wad he was really doing =.=

Bored as ever

I wasnt hoping or wishing this day would actually come... im still as bored as i can be. In fact, my family has already visited the relatives for the day( which is like 2 only) lolz. Actually after my grandma passed away, i was never happy during cny. Well, i jus dunno why. Ok guys i'll go surf the net and slack le... got nothing more to say le.. Hope u guys enjoy yr cny...

Happy New Year to all~

lolz its only a few hours more to new year.... so boooring~ well, i practically did nothing today... i jus on my laptop a while ago... Haiz so sian... Im also not really wishing for more ang pao... well, cus my mum would take i from us and re-use them to give other kids so she wont lose money sadly... i jus hope u all will get as many ang pao as possible so tat u all may be able to buy stuff u want... lolz i didnt really have much of a reunion dinner... maybe if my grandma didnt pass away i would be happier during cny....

i'm bak!!!! LOL!

Yay finally posted again after months.... Sry guys guess im gaming too mux and also cant use the com for long too.. Haiz later still have to go work at 10am then cannot go yuying see the cny celebration. Maybe still can ba, cus yesterday my superviser so go let us go kovan slack then i went sch see see. I guess this is wad u practically do when im bored ba... Waiting for Assassin's Creed 2 and Call of Duty : Mordern Warfare 3 to come out~ Anyone knows why i cant connect to server for Call of Duty : Mordern Warfare 2? Im bored without multiplayer T.T the campaign is jus too short T.T Remember guys... Its not who u are tat holds u bak, its who u think yr not. So live with no excuses and love wif no regrets! XP

The end of my life...

Ever since i started to learn Chinese, i have been failing since pri 4... Test.. Exams all fail. Maybe except for PSLE, it was like a miracle! I always wished tat the miracle could happen again but it looks like it didn't. I got bak my Chinese 'O' levels results 2day and got an E8 wif an UNGRADED for mi oral. I wondered if the examiners had earplugs on listening to mi or not for mi oral exam. Also, i knew tat i nid to pass to enter a J.C. Looks like mi chances are lesser now. Although i have another chance to continue taking the paper again, i don't know if im gonna pass this time. I jus wanna have a pass... Why is tat so difficult?!?! Besides tat, my parents are veri discouraging towards mi(meaning they do not encourage mi to do better when i got good results but only scold mi when i got bad results instead) and i know mi parents are gonna kill mi and they jus did tat. I got a lecture tat lasted for 20mins+/- . Looks like life is really gone for mi... Im feeling depressed now. Thx James for trying to cheer mi up and help mi but i dun think tat can help. I really nid someone to help mi. I cant believe tat i wanted to be psychologist and yet have problems tat i cant solve. What a failure. I cant believe im actually gonna give up so fast... jus because of this. If any kind soul really wans to help mi, sms mi. Thx.

Inspirational Quotes...

Hope these quotes have inspired u to do better in yr life!

Quotes on happiness:
'Every minute you are angry, you waste 60 seconds of happiness.'

Quotes on imagination:
'Logic only gets you from A to B but imagination gets you everywhere'

Quotes on faith:
'Believe in yourself. Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers, you cannot be successful or happy.'

'Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best,and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!'


Quotes on life:
'Life's not about expecting, hoping and wishing, it's about doing, being and becoming.It's about the choices you've just made, and the ones you're about to make, it's about the things you choose to say - today.It's about what you're gonna do after you finish reading this.'

'Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.'

LOL!

Wah! So long neva post lers! Well, im also kinda sian now... Everytime i wanna use the com, mi sis usually does her so called 'sch work' which is manga reading =.=''' lol so she booked it...(somehow) When i was in the bus, i saw this 2 inspirational quotes tat really caught mi attention.. 'Every minute yr angry, u waste 60 seconds of happiness' and 'logic only gets u from A to B but imagination gets u everywhere'. I really like inspirational quotes man! If i have time, i will look for some quotes to share wif u all!

AHH!!! I'm feeling down... and tortured!!!

Sian ar!!! Especially when u have 39.3degree celsius fever, super bad sore throat, back ache and a giddy head!!! This is a crazy thing 4 mi and worst still, mi mum wanted mi to still have tuition while im sick and more...!! I cant believe it sia!!! Is mi mum worried more about mi health or studies?? I think is more on studies instead! If im wrong, prove it to mi!! I have not been studying since i got fever on Saturday. I also have no hope wif mi exams as even if i recover, i still had not study so i will do badly still... But thrs one crazy thing about mi mum!!! She said tat if i do not recover still, i still have to sit 4 mi exam!!! Tat is so freakin' sick! Well now mi throat seemed better a little and mi fever is now better too but i hope i can recover by Monday or not, i would have to sit 4 exams while im sick.

Happy B'Day to all may babies!!

Early Happy Birthday to Mdm Tan!!

Mdm Tan... surprising eh?

Desmond... Tis is revenge 4 laughing at mi and Geraldine. LOL!!

Jovan 'Extra'... So eager to cut cake..

wad a cake...

Haha it was kinda fun having to see birthdays being celebrated... At least thr were the usual cake bashing and the couple thingy tat made it fun... Sadly Elias did not have to take a picture wif Kokila in the end... But at least got Yi ping and Desmond or not it will be real boring le... Actually... I didnt eat the cake at all... Im also surprised tat Mdm Tan's Bithhday falls on may 20 something...!!

Hai~~

Yesterday... was... Geraldine's birthday... was to mi kinda like a havoc!!! I was somehow forced to prepare a present for her. I planned to give her after school. But some jokers like Edison and Sherman asked class to sing songs to her, i thought tat was all when suddenly Sherman said,' Ok its time to give Geraldine the present.' Then everyone was shouting Melvin... Melvin.. Melvin... So i had to pass Geraldine her present while some losers like Jovan , Edison and Darrel to pictures... Its really dumb!!!

Luckly Sakura was fun... HAHA!

I went to Sakura wif 4A yesterday... I thought it wasnt fun at first but well, i was wrong. Although they made Geraldine sit wif mi, i didnt really tat cared though but still the main thing is i had fun.. Will post the pictures when im free again...(kinda short of time now.ZZZ) Happy Birthday to Rebecca today(26/4) and Happy Birthday to Geraldine tomorrow(27/4)!!!

ZZZ... Times are good and bad...

Sry 4 no updating 4 super long... I dun really have much free time to do it cus my mum is always nagging tat im not studying when i actually did study jus tat she didnt see only... I noe its kinda dumb but sadly... its true. Well... i still dunno if i should go Sakura 4 thr class 'bonding'(more like class bombing as they will be bombing talks about mi and Geraldine). See... its sad life 4 mi... I wonder if im really tat into her lor(dunno y i said tat.. sry so random). yeh... But anyway, i dun really care la... like i say i will play along for god cus he suffered more than i do.. Ah.. I really dunno wad to do. This is to the class:' If u continue teasing mi and the rest, this will neva end and also it will continue spreading more and MORE and .... So... [Don't start something you cannot end]'

Soooo Tired..

Woah!!! 2day had Wushu practise in the morning from 8am till 11.30am then another practise from 7pm till about 10pm... It was super tiring sia.. But again.. Its worth it.. HAHA! Its only a small sacrifice of time.. From 2day onwards.. I have learnt to 'play' wif the class le.. I will not care how the class or wad the class do to say about mi and Geraldine!! And mi very sorry to those ppl who i said bad about cus i lost mi temper! Cus i think thrs no point to so anything, i will jus treat it as i am doing mi part to serve God by making tis another sacrifice!! I feel so happy!!

Good Friday

Good Friday... The day jesus died 4 us on the cross to 'clear' us from our sins... I went to church to attend mass 4 Good Friday. We were standing and kneeling the whole while... but it was wotrh it as i rather treat it as a small sacrifice compared to the biggest sacrifice jesus did to help us. Also i didnt eat meat 4 tat day too. Well, after tat, i went to a church near my sch 4 an event called 'Evoke your dreams' Group Elan (Golf, Top, Alvin, Qi Hao and Farizuan) and Funky3 (Benjamin and his hip hop 'gang') and congratz to Funky3 which won the competition.!!!

Happy B'day to all April frens!!!

Edison!!!! Tis is so random i noe!!!

Cake cutting session


So happy sia!

Geraldine looked shocked cus everyone also sang her a birthday song

The Birthday cake

Happy Birthday to Aliza! And to Geraldine on 27/4/2009! 2day we went to celebrate Aliza's birthday and Geraldine's upcoming birthday too. I was hoping tat it will be all done be4 the NAPFA test but it was delayed cus many didnt turn up... But still, we managed to have it after te test HAHA! Everything was going smoothly when SUDDENLY, so irritating ppl jus had to go and say craps like ' Eh Geraldine, Melvin wan take pic wif u'!! I was shocked man! I dunno who started tis sia! Then went to Shun's hse to do practically nothing... So i got a pic of Shun's maple character wif Edison's name lol! HAHA Edison u will regret tis 4 life and i stil dunno y i said tat.. And i sooooo hate 4A for 2day!!!

Change of e-mail again

Sry guys... i had to change my e-mail due to some problems... pls re-add mi (fatedbydestiny@hotmail.com) thx a lot!!!