To random desu!

Well, i see u do view my blog even when its almost dead. Thank You. Truth is, my blog's kinda like my 'public' diary (public cus ppl can see it! HAHA!). I write whatever i think or feel. Yep i changed from chaos to fading. Lets just say... Things change. I bet almost no one can tell tat i was an anime fan when i was in sec sch. Cus i didnt really think much abt cosplay, figurines and anime related stuff. Well, truth is, i was just hiding my feelings to the world. Maybe it was because i had too little pocketmoney tat time and tat i was 'caged' at home most of the time cus of O levels. So ChaosDestiny tat time meant tat my destiny was in chaos. Now i changed it to fading. Why? Because all the chaos are gone. Isnt tat good? Nope. Cus it jus comes bak to u in another form. I dont really wanna say why now, guess its not the right time yet. So tats why my destiny is fading. Destiny to me means choosing the different choices to walk down the path of my life. I cant really change my destiny unless i already know what would happen which is impossible. However now, i have very little/difficult choices of me to choose. Tats why i saw my destiny is fading. Well tat doesnt mean my life is ending though. Im not so scary to tat extent.

Hmm hope tat answers yr question, Random! And sorry for the super late almost 1 month reply.

Anyway another thing abt my sis. Im really concerned abt her in Serangoon JC. My sis knows i like Geraldine so she keeps saying to mi " hey, i saw Geraldine in sch!" lolz. Ok tats not the point. My sis miraculously made it though O levels. Somehow she didnt really study ( to the point where she only study 1 day before the paper) and managed to get a reasonable point to satisfy my parents. Tats how she got into SRJC. Hmm, anyway, she have been having the same attitude as wad she did during O levels ( as in dont study and will some how manage to pass). But it fails badly to the point where she got lower than a 50/100 for all her subjects. If im not wrong, lower than 50 in JC is somehow still a grade so yeh i cant say fail... But ya she didnt do well at all. My mum was very very angry and hired so many tutors for her. However, she didnt study at all. And now she keeps complaining tat her paper is very hard. I told her it was her fault for not studying but she counters bak by saying tat her classmates will also fail the paper. And she doesnt seem concerned or sad tat she might retain for another year. This also affects mi as my mum would blame me for not encouraging my sis to study and scold mi for tat. She couldnt even make my sis to study and she blames me for not being able to? How does this make sense? Ohh well, my sis is the very rebellious type who would go all out to argue wif my parents. And im the total opposite so called coward to some ppl who would avoid a arguement. Hmm i feel troubled because of this. Somehow i feel this is not worth saying out... No one can help/ do a thing anyway...

After so long....

Hmmm.... It has already been so long since i updated my blog... Anyway no-one sees it except mii. Anyway Monday is my Microcontroller Technology exam and i haven really been studying hard. Then there comes Thursday with my electrical fundamentals paper which i kinda failed my term test and friday is my electronic fundamentals and systems. After that is a long holiday! Yay! Still watching animes and playing card game called CHAos (character operating system) an anime card game and pre-ordering anime figures for my own collection. Also currently playing MapleSEA(hacking) and dragon nest( a cooler 3D game than runescape). Awating for Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3, Mass Effect 3, Assassin's Creed Revelations and maybe H.A.W.X 3(if there is).

Running out of time...!

Tmr's my maths 2 paper and i still have not really touched on it... E-device is on tuesday and i kinda forgot alo9t abt the front parts. D-Fund is on wednesday and im still not sure abt the last few chapters. Basic Aerodyanamics is on Thursday and i haven even touched the book... Looks like im really gonna suffer this time if i dun chiong faster to study which i pray i can...

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New Life in Poly...

Hmm... Tmr's my Air Law exam and i still dun really much confidence... Guess i focused too much on animes and lesser on studies. Anyway, i am now more into animes... Well, i usually focus on animes with genres like," Slice of Life, Romance, Haerem, comedies and well... ecchi? There are really a few animes i've watched and wanna share=)

Slice of Life and romance - Myself;Yourself , Clannad, Kanon(2006), Air, Angel Beats(must watch)

Comedies - Baka no Test, Seitokai Yakuindomo, Seto no Hayanome

There are still others like Sora no Otoshimono, Infinite Stratos, Kore Wa Zombie Desu Ka?, Code Geass, Zero no Tsukaima and many more!

Well, most of you seeing my blog would be from Yuying 4A, so u guys will be like," urg! Melvin watch anime? ok...? So wad man..." I feel that watching anime sometimes really help u know more about your life and you will tend to treasure it better like the genre ' Slice of Life'. It really did help mi think better. Thats why i really wanna share these with you guys. Please do leave a comment on the chatbox if u wanna talk to mi abt animes or what u think abt animes.